EMOTION:
What does it like to be alone in this world? You are surrounded every day and every minutes by people, who says they love you, know you or claim that they love you very much, but yet when it comes to particular things of your emotional needs i.e you need to voice out your dissatisfaction, the asshole question was coming out from their mouths saying, what’s wrong with you? As if and plainly appear to be in control of everything, seems to be far more matured than you.
How are you going to face this “sweet moment”?
It is disheartening and what a heartbreaker because your expectation fells into a deep abyss. Will I be able to see the sunshine again?
Or whenever I see the sun shines again, it is not my eyes see it, but it is fully controlled by a faculty of my background schemata that uses a lot of unwanted things. It is kind of scary isn’t it?