Yoga, Haram ? Halal? Ini penyelesaian saya..

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Hari ini aku membaca dan mendengar ceramah/perbualan dari salah satu website Kristian yang mengolah falsafah Yoga yang hangat diperkatakan simpulan kerana fatwa Jakim yang mengharamkan sistematik Yoga.

Aku terpanggil untuk menulis tentang hal ini kerana kawanku begitu meminati Yoga.Menurutnya, Yoga telah berjaya menyelesaikan masalah sakit “tengkak” dan belakang yang sering di alami olehnya.Juga Yoga telah berjaya menghilangkan stressnya.

Tidaklah aku ketahui daripada mana stressnya itu datang? Dari kekasihnya agaknya hehehe…

Aku bersetuju dengan pandangan fatwa Jakim kerana sekiranya yang di amalkan bukanlah bersifat sistematik, maka, ianya tidak menjadi masalah, lebih untuk kesihatan. Ini aku percaya pandangan aku, bukan pandangan Jakim.

Dalam masa yang sama aku dapati, sekiranya ada alternatif lain untuk Yoga, seumpama silat, aerobik dan lain lain lagi lebih baik di ikuti yang itu.

Hari ini, apabila aku mendengar dan membaca di kalangan penulis Barat( pengkaji Kristian hakikatnya) akan perihal Yoga dan asal usulnya, maka aku mengambil ijtihad tersendiri bahawa Yoga hendaklah di jauhi berasaskan kepada prinsip dan falsafahnya yang sesat. Kataku lagi, ada banyak alternatif lain selain dari Yoga.

Jadi kini, aku bersetuju dengan fatwa Jakim, dan juga negara yang mengeluarkan fatwa pengharaman itu iaitu Singapura dan Mesir. Tahniah!!

Aku terpanggil untuk menulis tentang hal Yoga ini untuk menyuarakan ketidak puasan hati aku kepada mereka yang aku jelaskan akan falsafah Yoga yang sesat tapi tidak mahu mendengar. Katanya, ianya serupa dengan latihan untuk menghilangkan pening kepala. Aku setuju dengannya, cuma point yang aku nyatakan kepadanya ialah falsafah Yoga yang sesat.

Yang menghampakan aku ialah ijtihad aku ini berdasarkan kajian aku, penelahaan aku, marahnya pada pendapat aku ini menjadikan aku hairan sebab dia tidak di dasari pada apa apa kajian, cuma lebih kepada efektifnya Yoga untuk menghilangkan sakit “tengkak”nya.

Adakah cuma Yoga semata boleh menghilangkan sakit “tengkaknya” itu? Adakah Allah semata mata menciptakan Yoga dan menjadikan efektif untuk menghilangkan sakit tengkaknya itu? Fikirkanlah sindiran aku kepada mereka yang “gila” dan ” asyik” dengan Yoga.

Sekiranya ketidak setujuannya itu didasari dengan hujah hujah ilmiah, maka aku sedia menerimanya, maka patahkanlah hujah aku…

Sebelum kalian mendengar ceramah ini, maka bacalah dulu point point penting yang aku highlightkan dalam transcript terjemahan ini. Di antaranya ialah :

“And we’re concerned about yoga’s popularity within Christianity, not only because it’s a religion that is in direct opposition to biblical Christianity, but its growing acceptance by many Christians indicates ….”

Komen aku: Alhamdulillah, benarlah sabda Rasulullah s.a.w yang umat Islam akan mengikuti langkah demi langkah umat umat ini sehingga masuk ke lubang biawak..Nauzubillah..

dan lagi:

“They were having demonic experiences, to put it bluntly. They were—wow—seeing demons, they were on the verge of insanity, having horrible, horrible experiences as a result of practicing yoga. Not just from drugs, of course you expect that from drugs, but from Eastern meditation.

“You see, you are emerging into a higher level of spirituality, and of course you’re going to have nightmares and you’re going to have visions and demonic appearances. Well that’s just part of this process..”

“Now the reason for it is, we’ve got Satan himself, the serpent, involved and he plays a huge part in yoga…”

Yang mempertahankan Yoga akan berkata:

“Man, I never heard of any of this stuff! You know, I thought yoga was just, you know, I was just going to the YMCA to do some stretching exercises.

Yang ini menarik:

it is pure Hinduism. It was devised because they’re trying to escape time, sense and the elements and reach moksha, it’s called, Buddhists call it Nirvana. They are trying to get beyond this physical body and this physical world. In fact, it is not anything that was developed to improve anyone’s health or physical fitness. It is, in fact, a technique for dying, technique for getting out of this body into the next reincarnation, or depending upon what they may believe in. So, Tom, people are being deceived and now somebody can say, Well, I’ve been practicing yoga for ten years and, didn’t bother me, I didn’t have any of this. Well, okay, but many, many people do have problems. But, on the other hand who knows what spiritual delusions this person has embraced through yoga.

Yoga untuk orang nak mati :

“yoga is not for health. We just had a conference as you know, and Caryl Matrisciana was here, she’s the producer of a video that we offer in yoga which is really terrific. But she grew up in India, and one of the things I’m talking there—one of the things that she said, logically, based on what we’ve been saying, I should have thought of this, but she said, You know, Tom, growing up in India, and obviously yoga being Hinduism, it was a part of life there, but it was never a part of life for young people. It was always for older people who were—you know, because it had to do with death and dying, not for developing physical health.”

Menjadi hindu?

“Well, the serpent is the very heart of yoga. When you really get into yoga, and whether they call it Hatha Yoga, physical yoga, or not, Siddha Yoga, ultimately you have to contact the serpent power and release the serpent power, this is Kundalini Yoga. Kundalini, Kundalini means “coiled” in the Sanskrit, and this serpent is coiled three and a half times–why that was chosen, I don’t know–at the base of the spine, and when you reach the proper state of consciousness, which is the goal of yoga, it springs up and manifests itself through the chakras, the four centers, and up and through the crown of the head, and you reach enlightenment. Now, the books by the yogis, going way back, would say you must have your master there, your guru present, because you get involved in this it could be very dangerous, it could destroy you. But this is the goal, they all acknowledge this, and of course in Hinduism, we’ve mentioned in the past that Shiva”

Nak lagi..nah…:

The Full Transcript is here

Nak dengar diskusi mereka( geng geng Kristian):

Allah is Preparing Us For Victory Part One by Anwar Awlaki

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Allah is preparing us for victory Part One – Anwar Al-Awlaki

I am A Man: Black Masculinity in America

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I just love reading this post, it is not mine. I got it from my friend’s website. I wish this woman will be in realm of Islam, Allahumma ameen, as she understands lots of thing from Islam..

To My Muslim Sisters

Between the Israeli assault on Lebanon and the Zionist “war on terror,” the Muslim world is now center stage in every American home. I see the carnage, death and destruction that have befallen Lebanon, but I also see something else: I see you. I can’t help but notice that almost every woman I see is carrying a baby or has children around her. I see that though they are dressed modestly, their beauty still shines through. But it’s not just outer beauty that I notice. I also notice that I feel something strange inside me: I feel envy. I feel terrible for the horrible experiences and war crimes that the Lebanese people have suffered, being targeted by our common enemy. But I can’t help but admire your strength, your beauty, your modesty, and most of all, your happiness. Yes, it’s strange, but it occurred to me that even under constant bombardment, you still seemed happier than we are, because you were still living the natural lives of women. The way women have always lived since the beginning of time. It used to be that way in the West until the 1960s, when we were bombarded by the same enemy. Only we were not bombarded with actual munitions, but with subtle trickery and moral corruption.

They bombarded us Americans from Hollywood, instead of from fighter jets or with our own American-made tanks. They would like to bomb you in this way too, after they’ve finished bombing the infrastructure of your countries. I do not want this to happen to you. You will feel degraded, just like we do. You can avoid this kind of bombing if you will kindly listen to those of us who have already suffered serious casualties from their evil influence. Because everything you see coming out of Hollywood is a pack of lies, a distortion of reality, smoke and mirrors. They present casual sex as harmless recreation because they aim to destroy the moral fabric of the societies into which they beam their poisonous programming. I beg you not to drink their poison. There is no antidote for it once you have consumed it. You may recover partially, but you will never be the same. Better to avoid the poison altogether than to try to heal from the damage it causes.
They will try to tempt you with their titillating movies and music videos, falsely portraying us American women as happy and satisfied, proud of dressing like prostitutes, and content without families. Most of us are not happy, trust me. Millions of us are on anti-depressant medication, hate our jobs, and cry at night over the men who told us they loved us, then greedily used us and walked away. They would like to destroy your families and convince you to have fewer children. They do this by presenting marriage as a form of slavery, motherhood as a curse, and being modest and pure as old-fashioned. They want you to cheapen yourself and lose your faith. They are like the Serpent tempting Eve with the apple. Don’t bite.

I see you as precious gems, pure gold, or the “pearl of great value” spoken of in the Bible (Matthew 13: 45). All women are pearls of great value, but some of us have been deceived into doubting the value of our purity. Jesus said: “Give not that which is holy unto the dogs, neither cast your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn again and rend you” (Matthew 7: 6). Our pearls are priceless, but they convince us that they’re cheap. But trust me; there is no substitute for being able to look in the mirror and seeing purity, innocence and self-respect staring back at you. The fashions coming out of the Western sewer are designed to make you believe that your most valuable asset is your sexuality. But your beautiful dresses and veils are actually sexier than any Western fashion, because they cloak you in mystery and show self-respect and confidence. A woman’s sexuality should be guarded from unworthy eyes, since it should be your gift to the man who loves and respects you enough to marry you. And since your men are still manly warriors, they deserve no less than your best. Our men don’t even want purity anymore. They don’t recognize the pearl of great value, opting for the flashy rhinestone instead. Only to leave her too.

Your most valuable assets are your inner beauty, your innocence, and everything that makes you who you are. But I notice that some Muslim women push the limit and try to be as Western as possible, even while wearing a veil (with some of their hair showing). Why imitate women who already regret, or will soon regret, their lost virtue? There is no compensation for that loss. You are flawless diamonds. Don’t let them trick you into becoming rhinestones. Because everything you see in the fashion magazines and on Western television is a lie. It is Satan’s trap. It is fool’s gold.

I’ll let you in on a little secret, just in case you’re curious: pre-marital sex is not even that great. We gave our bodies to the men we were in love with, believing that that was the way to make them love us and want to marry us. Just as we had seen on television growing up. But without the security of marriage and the sure knowledge that he will always stay with us, it’s not even enjoyable! That’s the irony. It was just a waste. It leaves you in tears. Speaking as one woman to another, I believe that you understand that already. Because only a woman can truly understand what’s in another woman’s heart. We really are all alike. Our race, religion or nationalities do not matter. A woman’s heart is the same everywhere. We love. That’s what we do best. We nurture our families and give comfort and strength to the men we love. But we American women have been fooled into believing that we are happiest having careers, our own homes in which to live alone, and freedom to give our love away to whomever we choose. That is not freedom. And that is not love. Only in the safe haven of marriage can a woman’s body and heart be safe to love. Don’t settle for anything less. It’s not worth it. You won’t even like it and you’ll like yourself even less afterwards. Then he’ll leave you.

Sin never pays. It always cheats you. Even though I have reclaimed my honor, there’s still no substitute for having never been dishonored in the first place. We Western women have been brainwashed into thinking that you Muslim women are oppressed. But truly, we are the ones who are oppressed; slaves to fashions that degrade us, obsessed with our weight, begging for love from men who do not want to grow up. Deep down inside, we know that we have been cheated. We secretly admire and envy you, although some of us will not admit it. Please do not look down on us or think that we like things the way they are. It’s not our fault. Most of us did not have fathers to protect us when we were young because our families have been destroyed. You know who is behind this plot. Don’t be fooled, my sisters. Don’t let them get you too. Stay innocent and pure. We Christian women need to see what life is really supposed to be like for women. We need you to set the example for us, because we are lost. Hold onto your purity. Remember: you can’t put the toothpaste back in the tube. So guard your “toothpaste” carefully!

I hope you receive this advice in the spirit in which it is intended: the spirit of friendship, respect, and admiration. From your Christian sister – with love.

?© 2006+ Joanna Francis
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Rasis kah Arab? atau bodoh semata?

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Hari ini, selepas solat Jumaat aku terkejut juga dengan tindakan Abu Aishah, memohon maaf kepada bangsa Arab di Manhattan ini. Aku kira, sekiranya yang memberi khutbah Jumaat lepas ialah Arab sendiri, maka mesti tidak timbul isu ini.

Berdasarkan telinga aku yang tidak pekak, mata aku yang tidak tidur sepanjang khutbah tersebut, ianya bukan satu kritikan, malahan satu teguran dan refleksi yang amat mendalam akan perlunya bangsa Arab bangga dengan budaya mereka yang berasaskan Islam.

Yang dikatakan/dimaksudkan oleh Abu Aisyah ialah kenapa Saudi Club tidak mengaitkan pameran mereka dengan Islam, atau persoalannya kenapa umat Arab di Manhattan ini tidak menyahut seruan ICM /program ICM untuk meramaikan masjid untuk solat berjemaah, tidak datang solat Jumaat, kenapa apabila pameran tersebut ramai Arab yang hadir, tetapi apabila program wajib yang di atur oleh Allah, muka tua bangka sahaja yang hadir. Dimana kegagahan mereka ketika ini, gagahnya mereka dari segi kenderaan yang hebat dan canggih manggih yang boleh menghapuskan sejuk musim Winter.

Tidak nampak pula akan kesalahan si Abu Aishah dalam khutbah ini apabila dia mengaitkan bahawa culture Arab ialah berjihad di jalan Allah. Ya, itu memang culture sang Muslim. Yang mempersoalkannya aku kira tidak suka mengaitkan bangsa Arab dengan culture sang Muslim agaknya.

Yang menyedihkan aku, si Abu Anas, mengucapkan jazakallah di atas ucapan maaf si Abu Aishah. Abu Anas selaku Imam mengucapkan begitu menyebabkan aku hilang hormat padanya. Bergetar hatiku dan aku meminta Allah mengampunkan aku..kerana amarah sungguh hati aku ini.. Aku tertanya di dalam hati, jazakallah untuk sesuatu yang bermanfaat, ya aku setuju..tetapi kalau jazakallah itu untuk ucapan maaf bagi nasihat berguna si Abu Aishah untuk Arab dan umat Muslim seluruhnya, maka aku tidak nampak apa rationalnya di ucapkan begitu..

Aku ketemu Abu Aishah, dia menjelaskan kepada aku. Aku katakan kepada dia, tindakan yang dilakukannya betul dengan memberi nasihat kepada Arab..tetapi dia menegaskan bahawa dia ingin meminta maaf. Aku kira tekanan padanya cukup kuat juga..

Ya Allah selamatkanlah aku daripada tekanan mereka mereka yang zalim..

Through Ebony Eyes

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This book is about everything that I need to know about African American students. It is meaningful to me as I will have multiracial students when I go back home, so I will use her points of views to reflect back to my teaching and my students so that my classroom will be a ground where everybody is valued fairly. That is the essence of quality education. As a teacher, she/he must strive to provide equal educational opportunities to every of his/her students. It is a right for his/her students to get education and knowledge from him/her.

I started teaching in 2003, after completing my ESL degree. It looked easy but in fact it was not. Learning to be a teacher was totally different compared to being a teacher. As a fresh teacher, I realized the reality of teaching was not easy as it seems. This is a ground where I have to practice every theory that I learnt when I was a student. All the theories learned are not enough as I think it is a need to learn more. I might know my subject matter, everything related to ESL, but how about improving relationship with students that come from diversed background? How to get students attentions when we (my students and I) have so many things need to be settled and those things are whispering in our minds ? How to make them engage with the lessons? I am thankful as reading this book put me into a right track and I realize there is so much to be done as it conveys lots of information that is very beneficial.

This book is an effort by a multiculturalist, an experienced teacher who is giving practical guidance to us based on her life journey. The objective of the book is very clear as I understand that our jobs (as teachers) are to implement and improve the academic achievement of African American students and students of color. Her points of views are valid as she has the omniscient point of views or God’s eyes. The reasons are simple as first, she is a Black American. Her experience is reliable, as she is the one who held world view as the one that encounter racism, feel it within her veins, mind and soul either in the past or present. Secondly, she is a teacher. She sees what happen in school, she sees what are the things are practiced at schools. What else can I say about this! This book outlines steps by steps need to be taken by teachers to make education equalities is everybody rights. It is taken from her perspectives. As a teacher we need to reflect and put her experience to fit into our daily practices. Furthermore, I suggest this book should be a recommended reading not just for teachers, social worker, university students and etc, but importantly to be read by policy makers that directly involve with education.

Also, it is about realizing different dimensions of our attitudes towards racism issue. No one can claim that he/she is not racist. Our capabilities to analyze and look into perspective and dimensions of her participants make us realize that having prejudice perspectives is part of us. That is a scary part of us, but it gives hope as she will refute one by one these wrong perspectives. These parts give relief to me as it gives me hope not to be into a group promoting racism and what to avoid when talking to anybody as racial slur is hurting. It makes me realizes too that we are being dishonest to ourselves as we believe we advocate the color blind perspective. Those who say/claim that he/she is a color blind in fact are the one that needs help. In fact for those teachers who refuse to seek in service development for their students of colors show they do not deserve a place to be a teacher. It shows how selfish the teacher is, refusing to sit into this kind of course shows what matters most is myself (the teacher) not the students. In fact, when they refuse after where giving valid reasons, it shows how close the mind are, by creating barriers of truth to go into their mind by rejecting it. They are dead already, their inside are rotten by self proclaimed that “I had nothing to do with racism”. He or she is afraid to face their own issues, they afraid to do self examination.”

Again and again, it is a must to involve in the process of checking our beliefs, attitudes and behaviors towards the schooling experiences of students of colors. Our students belong to us. Without them who are we? WE are in fact in need of them, as without students, teachers are jobless.

This is my definitive statement that I want my reader to agree with. I believe all students can learn, White or Black, colored on non colored (Is non colored really exist? I don’t think any human does not have color or transparent (like pure water) that we can see their bloods, livers and veins J ). Black and students of colors do not succeed academically in school due to inert racism that occurs directly or indirectly to them. As racism is lethal, it kills students from inside, slowly by first disrupting motivation of them to hate schools, teachers, and make them to find alternative (usually bad) to prove that they have a place. School is no place for them as they don’t receive self recognition. It pushes them down. From this scenario, we need millions of Mrs. Tessem in every classroom. Millions of Mrs. Tessem will create another millions of students like her too. This is among the ways to win the war against racism, in the field of education.

Chapter 9 mentions about controversial issues when it comes to teach Black students. This means the mistakes (realizing or not, it is) that teachers always do when teaching colored students. I learn from the chapter that that I need to made a clear distinction towards multiracial students of whom they are when I teach later on. I can not make generalization. This is what I learnt from chapter 9 as it can be controversial issues. It is due to the fact that although there are many similarities, but I have to realize that my students are unique, they have their own cultural differences, so to assume that they share/have the same heritage is unfair to them. This is related to their self concept and self image and indirectly means their pride. The two things that they bring everywhere they go. This can be helped to avoid confusion and offending students too. For example, Black students from Africa are different from Black American students. Their skins might look the same, but both students have very distinct features. These differences that teacher need to realize and aware off.

Name calling is a second taboo. It is based on cognitive bias, illogical and can create disaster to teachers. It can lead to the existing of prejudices even the teacher means no harm by doing that, may be for joking purpose. It can be interpret into many things resulted in misunderstanding and quarrel or the worst is hatred. Students will hate teachers that call them by that. How about if the damage had been done? What should the teacher do? In my opinion, it is good for the teacher to say sorry ,apologize and at the same time explaining to other students why he was offended as it will be “an opportunity for growth” towards his/her students. Will it lose the teacher dignity by asking for forgiveness? I don’t think so. I believe students will respect more those who know their mistakes.

When I read the particular chapter about “Why Are African Americans so Loud”, it gives me another important point that it is wrong to assume again. The writer explains in details, which is new information to me. Usually, when heard students speak too loudly, we will assume that a trouble is happening. It is best to investigate first, as it might be that they are joking or it is the way how students are being brought up. It is very interesting to note here when Thompson mention that African Americans speak loudly in order to be heard or to get attention. It is rooted from history due to the fact that they had been ignored, and their voices are not being heard. It is a painful irony and at the same time, I feel unfair whenever a black guy raise his voice, it is associated with anger instead of an effort to make a point. However, this double standard scenario does not exists when a white guy speaks out loud, regardless of what the intention is. Again, this double standard persists because most of us like to assume. A friend once asked me the reason of Chinese talking loudly especially in restaurants. For those who don’t know will make assumptions that they do not have manners but if we look closely into their language we will realize that it is due to their language that has 4 syllables (stress patterns) for one word. For example, for the word ma, it has ma, ma, ma and ma. All these fours have different meaning. So the listener has to listen carefully and the speaker has to speak loud and clear to make the listener understand, especially in an Asian restaurant that usually is noisy and chaotic.

I will put the blame on teachers and media for saying a particular race has problem in terms of attitude. Like what she mentions in page 221, her friends say some “black kids are bad!”. She counters this stereotyping by saying” some White kids, Asians kids, and Latino kids are bad too!” I agree with her and at the same time I don’t want to deny Smiley experienced on Black kid, but before he can say that, it is important to mention in a specific way rather than saying it in general. I agree with her when Thompson encountered that by saying some White kids, Asians kids, and Latino kids are bad too!”

This kind of idea must be defeated as what ever teacher says sometimes is powerful than media. It can happen when a stereotype teacher gives any comments about students from particular race at school. His points of views will be used by others to continue this false belief as students will look and listen closely to what teachers say. This will be point of reference for them especially to students that do not have to think critically of what ever statements that he/she hear from teachers and perceive it as absolute truth. That happens to kindergarten kids especially.

I am concerned about this issue because there might be a teacher that says particular students from particular race/group are lazy. I think rather than we conclude into generalization, and we can suggest that, “Not all of them are lazy, you are making a judgment and your judgment is wrong because you are putting every XYZ students into your naïve and shallow conclusion. Furthermore, that hypothesis might apply to your case only.” We can further ask this question to avoid generalization and stereotyping ( if committed) by saying and challenging those who say that, “On what basis are you saying that? Is it due to your inept ability to catch their attention?”. I know this is too direct but we sometimes need this approach to stop it as I believe, the only way is to engage them in critical question answer session so that they will think twice before saying anything.

Actually this is the same when it applies to black students too (in fact to every students, black, colored or not), Have we teachers fulfill and grab their attention? Have we checked what’s the real culprit making them like that? Is it not our job to ensure that they stay interested in our classroom? What have we done to ensure that? These are the questions that we should give to ourselves first too besides to those that like to put shallow judgments and conclusion based on a very limited worldview. Also sometimes we should ask them to think that, “Why must we give up easily on them and not to OUR sons/daughters? Is it due to blood relationship that establish between we and our off springs make them less value for us to understand and concerned about them?

History is created by those in power. That’s why then students of color really need a culturally relevant education due to the fact that they don’t have role model in their text books. What is provided for them are other heroes whose are different from theirs and not relevant at all, so to establish connection is difficult for them as they can’t find similarities. Tokenism is wrong, as students of colors need to know the contributions of people of their color, it is a part of culture, it happen everyday and it is not particularly happen on a particular event or month only. I believe, students of color will be more interested and focus to present their heroes or their literature as it is meaningful and make sense to them. This is what I learn from chapter 8. After doing my first assignment, then I do realize that racism exist in my society. Before coming here, or doing that particular assignment, I just simply don’t care. I am lucky and thankful as I have the opportunity to learn this subject. It helps me to believe that there is a need to improve education in Malaysia based on Bennett’s four components of multicultural education which are the movement towards equity, curriculum reform, the process of becoming interculturally competent and lastly the commitment to combat prejudice and discrimination, especially racism. It is a must as well to make teachers understand that multicultural education has its own value. In my opinion, it helps to challenge the status quo and those who are reluctant to face racism. I believe for Malays who are in favour for Malay Supremacy Hypothesis (I hate and don’t want to say it Theory or Principle or Concept) will call me traitor. They might character assassinate me if they found my principle is flawless as they don’t find anything to go against me. I guess that’s the best they can do, but why should I care about them!! I will not stop as I realize, putting thousands of arguments and reasons are helpless towards them because they are like Thomson students who refuse because of their ego to accept the truth. They resented the fact that Thompson is a black woman that made them read that book. I wonder what if I am their mother, will they hate or ignore me, yes, they will..!!

Reading her story of how she accuses her instructor for being racist make me realize that it is a need to reach for educational opportunity through curriculum. This is another lesson that I learn from this book. In reality, her teacher had not done so but she persisted believing that because of her ignorance and confusion due to the long story of racist history, until students do not know when a negative experience stems from racism and when it is from another source. It might be from bad manners, having stressful day or purely having bad day. Indeed I need to know how to differentiate these as well to avoid me giving false perceptions as I don’t want to be naïve and have limited frame of reference too.

I like Thompson’s strategy to deal with students who use the N word in Class. First, by explaining the rules, it gives you a staunch position that any kind of prejudice statement uttered by our students will not be tolerated. It gives signal to students not to abuse teacher respect towards them. At the same time, it is important to tell our students that Teachers are bounded by this rule. This will create an understanding to my students that we are equal when it comes to this matter. I can see that the strategy is not limited just to the N word, but it can be used to any improper actions done by students too. Confer the students privately give us ( teacher) opportunity to speak to them, and at the same time, giving us chance to investigate why the behavior happens. Usually it will reflect a lot of things as I found as well in this book written that, a problem that is created by student is actually a cry of help. This is powerful, as well as the methods by Thompson, it is killing two birds with a stone.

When she speaks about Ebonics, it reminiscent me of my experience when I was in school. In Malaysia, at school we must speak standard Malay language at school regardless of where we come from. I come from a state which has its own dialect which is totally alien to other Malaysians. When I was 9 years old, we had a choir practice; I came to join to try my luck. When the auditioned performed, I sang together with my friend, but soon, the music teacher stopped it because he heard a different tone, which was my dialect. He knew it was me, and asked me to stop singing because it would affect others. He asked me to step out from the choir. I know it was a right thing to do in order to have a good choir team, but I just feel ashamed. My friends laughed at me, I wish he read this book as he wouldn’t leave the students clueless. I believe it will be good if he could explain to me and to my friends as well. Anyway, the past is past. It is important not to repeat again the mistake, Students language must be respected, because it involves their origins, their culture which is inside, where their dignity lies. At the same time, students need to understand that it is important to master Standard Language as this will empower / as a source to gain something beneficial later on in this life.

As I started this book from the last chapter, I have been guessing a lot about the writer’s ideas of this book. This book tells me lots about how to be a good teacher. The advises, the ideas are superb. Compared to Tatum’s book, it tells lots about racism as a system, but this book is more on the strategies and approaches that must be used by teachers to stop racism at school. I am comparing these two writers background actually. In fact, I was predicting about Thompson that she must be lucky having being brought up in a family that manage to go through a good college education. Actually I was putting the image of Dr Tatum for Thompson. Later, my hypothesis was proven wrong as soon I finished chapter 4. I was amazed by her adversity to go through obstacles in her life which to me were very challenging. If I were in her place, I think I would have given up, ending up nowhere. She amazed me. She did not give up along the course of her life and she is a living proof that a black can be successful. I must not give up too. She inspires me.

I believe she is the reflection of her great teacher, Mrs Tessems. The great teacher, Mrs Tessems realize that lots of children come from difficult homes, and she purposely chooses to pick up students from that background to change their life. She believes the powerful tool of education which will change the course of students life’s. They won’t stay in the vicious cycles of life. It is out of our control but during the school days is the place where we can give hopes in order for them to have motivation and to act upon it in order to change, to get out the vicious cycle of life. The choice is in our hands. Sometimes, we feel that it is useless but if we put it this way, like what Mrs Tessems and Thompson do, I believe it will fall upon our perspective. I change upon reading Jones, Tatum and Thompson’s books, and I am indebted to their teachers who taught and educate them. I will put these three notions that I reflect from her goals in chapter 4. Firstly, teacher can have a positive impact to fight racism though it puts him/her in vain position/circumstances. There might be students/other teachers that neglect his/her notion, but soon it will bear its fruits as fighting against racism is a powerful message and influential in many ways that we never think of it. They will always be beside us that will support this struggle. Secondly, among our supporters (students usually) who support this cause, someday and somehow, regardless of their backgrounds, will bring together this effort/success into reality as they understand the message clearly. Thirdly, our tasks (as a teacher) is not to neglect them (our students), we must bring them together to reach success so that this effort won’t die with us. Our students are our assets including underachievers, students with discipline problems and challenging backgrounds, and towards them, our effort must be double because these students usually will bring impact to society( if they succeed). Thompson proves me right, because she brings change from her experiences and compiling it all in this book so that millions can read, understand and act upon it.

I believe, however good facilities and resources that we might have, without proper management skills, it is doomed for failure. This notion goes to every field in this life. I have seen my uncle business shattered to pieces of glass as he failed to manage his financial strengths. It goes the same with teaching, as teaching does not depend solely on teacher and students’ relationship only; it needs proper planning, well instructed curriculum, challenging exercises that are valid and reliable and many more. In order to put all of these things into practices, management skills play its roles here. It is very helpful to put efficacy into practices when dealing with students. Teachers of course need to be in control in classroom as lots of educational motives need to be achieved at the end of every lesson.

If a teacher managed to put all of the above into spectrum, that shows a good indication. However, the utmost skill that teacher really needs is what Thompson said in chapter 3, which is being able to differentiate different types of behaviors that exists in school setting. Teacher needs to know which one is dangerous for others (including him and other students) and which actions/behaviors that still can be improved? This is to avoid wasting energy combating them uselessly and at the same time knowing and having strategy to encounter the problem swiftly and successfully. This is what I learnt from my experience too where I have to hand in over my own student to a counselor. Furthermore, I don’t have suitable skills to encounter with a problem that needs an expert like psychologist or counselor. I like Thompson’s statement in page 104 that she mentions, “teachers must do their very best but realize they can not save the world. They can, however, choose to have a powerful impact on the lives of their students.

As in chapter two, I just love the eighteen strategies with students of color that she puts into table 2.1. I love it because she supplies comments that make them more realistic, having guidance on how to achieve the strategies successfully. For example, the first strategy said that you must let students know you care, how to achieve that actually? So, in her comment, she said that a teacher must make it clear that teacher really care about their welfare. I understand this as it won’t be just a lip service only. It is like when the strategies say that a teacher must get to know students on a personal level but how to achieve this. She put it in her comments that teacher must do his/her homework by doing that early in the school year as soon as possible, get to know them and at the same time being able to get to know their potential of academic success and creativity. Overall, this chapter is more to cultivate a notion that a good teacher will always find ways regardless how big the obstacles are, because good teachers do not have the word “give up” in their daily dictionary. As for me, I will forever remember my Miss Tesstems, she is my Math teacher, Puan Noraini Ahmad.

Last but not least, here we arrive at chapter One. I shut down to read it first because I just hate reading the Deficit Deprivation Theory which come first and I think is illogical, so I read the whole book from the last chapter instead of the first. I wonder why it is called a theory. It must be called a myth. Accepting it as theory is disgraceful and disrespectful for those who are in academic world. In fact, the word theory in that particular Deficit Deprivation “Theory” must be replaced with Myth because when some one believes it as a theory, it is considered a fact. Seriously, I clenched my fists as I read this theory. However, looking at the other theories put me into realization that we need to be careful to adapt/agree to any theories related to any races as they can bring far reaching consequences that will affect our attitudes later on especially towards our students. In conclusion, I love this book, the writer and the teacher that ask me to read it. Thank you.

Brent datang rumah

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Rumah kami ada tetamu, namanya Brent, datang sekitar waktu maghrib, untuk kajian dan sejurus kemudian, lebih kurang jam 7, pulang ke fakulti untuk theraphy.

aku dapati orangnya baik, lebih jujur( dari hemat aku) berbanding dengan Melissa yang aku kenali. Di sini aku kenal ramai Amerika yang jujur sifatnya. kebanyakan mereka ini ingin mengkaji Islam dengan lebih lanjut. Aku kira dia lebih jujur dari Melissa memandangkan dia menghabiskan 2 jam masanya mendengar khutbah jumaat. Sejam lagi dengan ceramah aku, ketika membuat presentation tentang Islam dan akhir sekali, satu jam ketika makan tadi.

Pada kali ini interaksinya lebih bersifat bukan keagamaan, soalannya lebih universal. Banyak bersekitar Malaysia dan tempat tempat menarik.

Brent juga mendedahkan dirinya bahawa dia adalah Mormon, katanya terdapat banyak persamaan dengan Islam daripada beberapa segi. Aku jelaskan kepadanya sumbernya daripada Allah, sebab itu..cuma manusia yang datang dan menafsirkannya tidak selaras dengan apa yang telah ditentukan oleh Allah.

Hari ini juga aku berinteraksi dengan Amira, warganegara Israel yang beragama Kristian. Dia bukan Yahudi, sebaliknya Arab. Dia banyak mengubah beberapa pandangan aku terhadap warganegara Israel. Tidak aku mahu jelaskan di sini apa yang kami bincangkan, tapi jika mahu tahu, silakan tinggalkan komen dan  emel, insya Allah akan aku jawab.

Amira juga menghadiahkan aku buku yang dikarang oleh Tariq Ali. Separuh isinya telah kubaca. Menarik. Ku kira selepas ini akan aku lebih banyak membaca novel novel profilik yang membawa perspektif dan pandangan dunia individu.. Terima kasih kerana mengembalikan semula keyakinan aku untuk membaca buku buku novel semula setelah hampir berbelas tahun aku tinggalkan tabiat ini.

kuat makan dan apa ada pada nama

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berapa orang kawan kawan aku mengatakan berat badan aku bertambah, jauh di sudut hati aku tak percaya, macam biasalah ada sahaja alasan aku kemukakan.

teori terbaru aku ialah menyimpan lemak sebagaimana beruang kutub yang akan berhibernasi untuk jangka waktu yang panjang. lagi beruang makan banyak, inikan pula aku yang tak berhibernasi, pergi ke sana ke mari.

natijahnya, ketika aku menulis posting ini, aku sedang giat mara menghabiskan separuh pizza yang dibuat oleh bini tercinta aku hehehe..mesti dia frust takde bekal nak bawa ke kelas esok..saper suruh masak sedap ye dak?

sempena musim thanksgiving yang semakin hampir ini, asrar rashid ada menyediakan turkey zabihah di jual di masjid, besar betul aku lihat ayam ayam itu. aku terfikir masakan apa yang sedap agaknya…terbayang jugak kepala mr bean yang melekat masuk dalam ayam..hehehe..kepalanye kecil…:)

sempena musim sejuk ini juga, aku sudah merancang untuk pergi berenang sekuat hati.. air kolam renang yang panas, dan juga latihan menguatkan bahu serta tulang dada aku yang patah akibat main rugby dulu perlu ditingkatkan.

Oh ya petang tadi bertemu dengan Kak Aziah dan Kak Siti di  Yee Korean Store. Aku mencari taugeh, yang kehabisan, lantas aku gantikan kulat dari Jepun. Kak Aziah menegur aku kerana memakai selipar. Seingat aku, ku pakai selipar bukannya kasut ketika musim sejuk ini kerana aku hendak cepat.

Aku bertekad di dalam hati bahawa akan aku jaga ( semampu aku insha Allah) kakak kakak aku ( meskipun bukan kakak betul) sebaik mungkin memandangkan mereka pertamanya, Islam, keduanya, Malaysian. Aku terkejut juga kerana apresiasinya terhadap panggilan kakak itu. Katanya, ” Sudah lama orang tak panggil kakak, selalunya Aziah sahaja.”

aku jelaskan dan memberikan definitive statement kepada mereka bahawa panggilan kakak itu bagiku lebih mulia dan lebih aku hormati dari panggilan Dr, atau Phd.

Ini kerana, hal ini mengingatkan aku kepada satu peristiwa ketika aku bersama sama rakan rakan lain dari Universiti seluruh Malaysia, menanda paper students Matrikulasi, aku panggil satu doktor ( dari UKM) ini dengan nama kakak, diherdiknya aku dengan mengatakan, ” Apa , awak ingat saya ini mak cik yang sapu sampah ke?” Nama Dr ini Marlina tak silap aku..Aku tag nama ini agar mana tahu dia jumpa dan baca hehehe..

Professor aku disini, tak pernah memaksa aku atau meminta aku memanggil mereka dengan nama Dr, atau Professor, atau Assistant Professor, sebaliknya dengan nama pertama mereka( first name).  Della Perez,  Be Stoney, semuanya nama semata mata…

Ilmu itu letaknya pada pengamalan, di adili oleh Allah.

aku kira itu sahaja untuk malam ini.

Pelajaran dari Tupai USA

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alhamdulillah, hari ini hari yang tenang meskipun di luar cuacanya cukup sejuk. Heater di Blok V ini berfungsi dengan baik. Malah terlalu baik sehingga selalunya tekak kami kekeringan. Akan aku pasang humidifier, tetapi Irfan pula tak tahan dengan humidifier, selalunya hidungnya akan tersumbat menjelang pagi.

Aku kira akan berjaya aku kali ini dengan perancangan facebook dan yahoo messenger aku, yes, it consumes too much of my time.

daun daun pokok, luruh keseluruhannya sudah kering. Cantik sungguh permandangan ketika ini. Yang paling menyeronokkan aku ketika melihat sang tupai tupai yang bekerja keras menggemukkan badan dan membuat persiapan terakhir untuk musim sejuk, makanan di simpan di dalam tanah. aku tertanya tanya bagaimana mereka akan menjumpai kelak makanan yang di tanam itu. Tidak tertukarkah?

Perancangan aku untuk memberi makan kepada mereka. bekalan kacang aku amat banyak( aku simpan di Wal Mart hehehe).  Strategi menggunakan tali/benang yang aku pelajari dari Youtube yang aku lihat semalam. Ini ku kira pengalaman yang amat menarik.

Kenapa manusia sendiri sering gagal membuat persiapan sebagaimana persiapan sang tupai?

refleksi penting ( rujuk masa depan untuk plan )

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Nothing much happened today, as I am struggling finishing up my reading on Racism. This time I have to submit my reflection on Gail L. Thompson book titled; ” Through Ebony Eyes: What teachers need to know but are afraid to ask about African- American students”.

I invited few friends for dinner this coming Sunday, all of them are sisters as my wife will conduct it.

I sigh a lot due to excessive tiredness, thinking of books that I have to finish up. At the same time thinking about my  books that I suppose to write. I have not touched them for months.

Outside, wind is strong, I wonder when the snows will come as Nebraska is embracing by them. Will it next week. As for preparation, I think we are ahead two weeks, but I have to buy a burner, who knows electricity might go off during the coming ice storm, nauzubillah.

I gain so much weight, no exercise this late hour of end of semester. Busy.

Be careful, be careful and be careful.. ( ini ingat sendiri sebab aku sendiri tak mahu cerita, ianya berkaitan dengan Q2 permintaan kawan yang ingin membuka jaringan, juga menjawab persoalan aku kenapa ianya tidak diupdate untuk sekian lama, ianya juga berkaitan dengan penganalisaan terhadap diri sendiri dan daya reflektif sekeliling utk mencari hawari hawari yang boleh membantu, hingga kini tidak ku temui..sigh…mengeluh..)

Juga some planning for Irfan. I learn from Dr Mustaqi, actually from my observation that Education is everything. He is smart indeed, patutlah lecturer engines civil kat UPM sebagaimana yang dikatakan olehnya ada banyak tak puas hati, sebab critical..heheheh…

oh, aku kira musim penghijrahan telah berakhir bagi burung burung di kawasan Northern Hemisphere ini, ternyata, sebenarnya tidak.. beberapa minit lagi kedengaran di angkasa burung burung itu bersuara seperti angsa lelah..memang angsa agaknya..kadang kadang takut juga aku apabila mengingatkan terjadinya peristiwa Tsunami di Acheh, di mana haiwan haiwan lari dahulu..Nauzubillah..

dan hari ni aku kira hari terakhir aku menggunakan Facebook dan Yahoo Messenger. Insha Allah , ameen..